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So this is how it ends
Look at me settling for less
Than what I thought I’d get from you
I planned it in my head
How we’d exist, did you forget,
I saw the universe in you?
And I thought maybe we’d be astronauts and sail through starry seas
Contemplating everything, we’d spend eternity
Navigating galaxies
I could’ve loved you endlessly
If you would’ve let me
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comfortable - voice memo
03:28
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Where did it go?
The love you showed
Four months ago
If it’s still there, it’s
Invisible
Scared it’s all gone
Did I do something wrong?
Cause from the tone of your voice and the tears I’m leaving on your skin
I can’t help but wonder if you’re only here to win the argument
I know you got shit that you’re working through, but baby so do I
I promise I try to see it all from your side
But all of the shit that you put me through
You do without blinking an eye
Tell me when did you get so comfortable making me cry?
Where is all this radio silence coming from?
Why can’t we just talk it out?
Every time you get angry, you tell me it’s nothing to worry ‘bout
Then you shut me out
Cause from the look in your eyes and the tears I’m leaving on your skin
I can’t help but wonder if you ever loved me like I thought you did
I know you got shit that you’re working through but baby so do I
I promise I try to see it all from your side
But all of the shit that you put me through
You do without blinking an eye
Tell me when did you get so comfortable making me cry?
You got someone who loves you, but you don’t lose sleep
When your words cut me deep, you just leave me to bleed
I know you got shit that you’re working through but baby so do I
I promise I try to see it all from your side
But all of the shit that you put me through
You do without blinking an eye
Tell me when did you get so comfortable making me cry?
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habit - voice memo
03:27
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I still fall asleep hoping to see a missed call from you in the morning
I still have my heart pinned to your sleeve
You’re with your friends making shiny new memories
I’m not a part of your life, but you’re a part of me
It’s clear one of us is moving on way faster
How do you so easily detach?
When I sit inside our love like it’s not empty
Wondering if time will bring it back
I watch you in dreams, holding my hand and saying you’ll never leave me
Acting like someone you’ll never be
I’m stuck in that place wishing that things turned out differently
in my made-up movie you still play the lead
I don’t just wanna leave this a disaster
I know I carry too much hope to see
That it’ll never be as good, we lost that magic
Still you’re the only place I’m dying to be
It’s clear one of us is moving on way faster
How do you so easily detach?
When I sit inside our love like it’s not empty
Wondering if time will bring it back
You’re the hardest habit that I’ve had to break
Baby, you’re the hardest habit that I’ve had to break
You’re the hardest habit that I’ve had to break
You’re the hardest habit that I’ve had to break
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I’m a broken branch, cut off the tree
Lying fallen, bruised and severed from my family
It’s nothing like the way things used to be
I get that time goes on, but why’s it gotta be so mean?
Maybe I will find another home
Buried in the ground, maybe new roots could start to grow
Will I reach the heights I used to know?
Could I go even higher? Am I fool enough to hope?
Riding, riding
Where, I just don’t know
Wheel of Fortune
Round and round I go
I don’t have a plan, don’t have a lead
Who’s the mastermind behind the chaos and debris?
Are you the one that’s planning my defeat?
Then put me through the wringer, please enjoy the way I bleed
There’s something ‘bout the way I decompose
A dark, depressing spectacle, I’m putting on a show
I’m broken, I want everyone to know
Broadcasting my decay in hopes someone feels less alone
Riding, riding,
Where? I still don’t know
Wheel of Fortune
Round and round I go
Twisting, turning
Out of my control
Wheel of Fortune
Round and round I go
This is what happens
People fall in and people fall out of everything eventually
We know nothing lasts
Cycles they spin, and all that there is will cease to be
Riding, riding,
Where? I still don’t know
Wheel of Fortune
Round and round I go
Dizzy, spinning
Into the unknown
Wheel of Fortune
Round and round I go
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Sending my best wishes
Sorry I’m not there
I love from a distance
It don’t mean I don’t care
Couldn’t hate you if I tried
You are all that’s on my mind
I just have a funny way of showing
Isolated all the time
I can’t get out this state of mind
It tells me I can’t go where you’re going
Look at me up here all alone
Solitude is my comfort zone
And I’m watching you
From the moon, from the moon
There’s nothing else I can do
So I’m talking to you through the breeze
Hoping that you know it’s me
Every breath you take I’m listening
Just look up to the sky and see
That I’m right here, I’ll always be
Just in case you’re wondering where I’ve been
Look at me up here all alone
Solitude is my comfort zone
And I’m watching you
From the moon, from the moon
Never felt so far removed, far removed
And yesterday I asked my heart to crumble to pieces
Cause I’m so far away from you
I don’t even need it anymore
What’s the use
What’s the use
What’s the use
There’s nothing else I can do
And I’m watching you
From the moon, from the moon
Never felt so far removed, far removed
But my telescope it reaches out
As far as I could ever wanna see
So I look for you
And find you moving on without me
What’s the use
What’s the use
What’s the use
There’s nothing else I can do
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I don’t know what to say
What to say to you anymore these days
It’s been getting colder here, you. Feel it don’t lie
I only stick around for convenience’s sake
Cause your “I love you”s lost their luster
You recite them like you recite a monotonous prayer
And all the patience I can muster
Won’t take us to a future that’s not there
Babe I think we’re reaching the end of our days
Let’s not resist
It’s okay to finally cave
We’re not cowards
We’ve just grown a couple sizes too big for each other
And it’s safe to say the feeling has changed
I miss who you used to be
But I won’t ask for him back I’ll make my peace
He’s everything you hate about yourself now
But there was no one he loved more than me
And yes I guess it’s fine it just hurts
Watching us grow more and more estranged every day
And your new best friend, I don’t trust her,
Or you, anymore anyways
Babe I think we’re reaching the end of our days
Let’s not resist
It’s okay to finally cave
We’re not cowards
We’ve just grown a couple sizes too big for each other
And it’s safe to say it isn’t the same
It’s not the same
No it isn’t the same
It’s not the same
No it isn’t the same
Babe I think we’re reaching the end of our days
Let’s not resist
Its okay to finally cave
We’re both tired
We’ve just grown a couple sizes too big for each other
And it’s safe to say the feeling has changed
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Ashlynn Malia Los Angeles, California
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